sandyb's Blog
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Happy New Year
12/30/07 8 CommentsHappy New Year Loyals!
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Anddddd DONE! She's here!
11/10/07 22 CommentsMy baby is here! Finally! WOOT!
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Thanks Staff
10/31/07 5 CommentsA big thank you to whoever fixed my account up! I sure do appreciate it, y'all are doing a great job!
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Getting to me
10/21/07 8 CommentsFirst, thanks for the nice comments as always and I'm sorry I haven't been able to be here to read blogs lately. But that will change as soon as things settle down, I promise. Next, the pics werent showing up because Comcast was doing some type of upgrades. They should be back by now. :)
Things here are just starting to get to me. They started the drywall this week, but they have yet to sand. It's already a mess and going to get worse. I'm getting frustrated because people keep dragging it back here to the back rooms. My sinus's are bothering me and I think it's from this dry wall stuff. I'm asking everyone to please take their shoes off and don't drag that stuff back here, but no one seems to listen. I even had the drywallers using the bathroom again the other day and getting drywall all over the bathroom. I had to call the owner guy because I can't physically be cleaning the bathroom each time they use it. I'm at the point where I can barely walk, let alone get on my hands and knees and clean this all up. I'm guessing I will have to deal with this more ALL this week. I'm just starting to lose it, ya know?
Then my hubby is always watching TV out in the garage, he helps out a little but I sure could use more help. Today he went by his Dads for his Dad bday and said he's staying for the game. In the meantime, I'm still stuck in the bedroom and BORED. I mean I have a TON of things to do, but I just can't do it. I'm getting a lot of contractions, not close enough or strong enough to go to the hospital, but it's not going to be much longer.
I decided yesterday that it would be best to bring the baby into our current room and just deal with the new room afterwards. I can't even think where to put things or what not IF it's even done. So I think it's best I just have the baby, stay a few nights in the old room THEN move up there (when it's done). I think that will take some of the stress away. I'm thinking too much , wondering where to put what yadda yadda ya. She'll be fine in our room for awhile, a little tight but it's such a short time.
Hubby OTOH, wants to move right up there. I tell him to please just wait. Plus I still have to sponge paint up there once the base is down. So what's the rush? A few extra days won't hurt anyone. I'm afraid he'll move everything up there when I'm gone and that will just be a disaster! At this point, I'd just feel better not to rush that part.
I'm also dealing with my daughters "boyfriend". I'm just not ready for this. Although the kid really isn't a threat, he's pretty shy, smaller than her, and he still reminds me of a kid. BUT today she was at the park and asked if he could come over for a few hours because his Mom had to drop her boyfriend off somewhere! I said yes and the hubby had him do some work LOL Nothing against the kid, he is ok and seems scared of me which is good LOL but his Mom is a bit strange. She's always talking to Sammi on her myspace. Not just like a regular hello or what not, she like has conversations with her. Then she leaves her kid for several hours so she can drop her boyfriend off downtown, and expects Sammi to watch him? I don't know what it is. I can't pinpoint it, but theres' something not right about her. Not enough to where I could actually say something to her yet, but I am watching it. To say hi to Sammi or even ask how she is or what not is fine, but to have conversations with her on myspace is just weird. My kid is not her kids babysitter either. So I don't know what to make of this. I need my mind and my sanity back to deal with it.
So things are just piling up and getting to me. It's just one thing after another. I could really use the help of everyone in this house for a chance, but it's like nothing has changed for anyone but me. I'm tired, I'm beat, I'm drained and worse, I'm getting depressed again. Which makes me worry about post partum depression. Normally I can pull myself out of these little ruts, but I'm just so drained I can't do it.
I know things will change , the work will be done, the baby will be here, but right now it seems like I'm stuck in this dark hole where things are just standing still.
I am still hoping this little baby holds off until at least Nov. 1st. I've got my suitcase pretty much packed and my SIL will bring the bassinet over when I'm in the hospital. So I'm kinda ready in that aspect. I've already told the owner to hold off fixing that hole in our room, they'll have to come a different day. I need a clean room for the baby if she's born. I can't be bringing a newborn home to a bunch of drywall dust. I've cleaned our room good and keep the door closed. As long as the hubby remembers to keep it closed while I"m gone, it will be a good place for her.
Well thanks for letting me vent. I don't get much on the computer just due to the fact its hard to sit here. But I do miss this place and everyone and can't wait until I can get on here more. I always appreciate the comments and people listening to my babble. It's one place I can go to escape all the psycho's around my life lately LOL
Don't forget Weds night Phenonmon! WOOT! Can't wait! Something to look forward to! I hope you all had a wonderful weekend and hope everyone is doing well. I'll update soon.
Love and hugs to all, Sandy and soccer baby
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Pics
10/17/07 6 CommentsHere's two pics from the ultrasound yesterday. By now, you should be able to see it better. First one is of her profile, and the second one is her little chubby wrist. I wish I had the 3D pic, but I did get to see her in 3D and you really wouldn't be able to see much. They have to be in a good position with so much fluid behind them. At least I got to see it, but I must say, these pictures really are better. Soon I will have real pics to share. Thank you all so much for the nice comments, I hope to be back more often real soon.......well not too soon LOL but as soon as possible! Love and hugs to all, Sandy and baby
